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30 Dec 2007
3:01 pm

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so what does it all mean anyways

you try so hard to keep people in your life that help give it meaning. the ones that are supposed to be your strongest allies spend a few months in turmoil completely hating you and asking you to “understand”. so you try and try and try. it is harder than anything you have ever done.. what happens when you reach the point where you are no longer able to understand?

i have recently been going through this. i want my friend back. i want to know that we are going to be okay. i want her to stop hating me. like a cruel dog owner and a yappy puppy, i am tired of being beaten and then petted and cooed. i may have to cut ties and run soon. bite the master and leave before the backlash. time to make the beta male go to sleep and let loose an alpha that i an never prove is inside.

this shit sucks.

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4 Responses to “so what does it all mean anyways”

sean

30 Dec 2007
6:41 pm

hey, give me a call. Are we going to do something for new years?

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sean

31 Dec 2007
2:32 pm

OK…(deep sigh)…I’m not trying to be a dick here, but it will probably come across that way.

For as long as I have known you your problem has always been that you are too nice and too forgiving.

You dig down past rock bottom just to find the tiniest nugget of good in someone. Unfortunately, this usually leads to you getting hurt.

As your friend, as your “family”, I am telling you that you need to learn to cut ties when necessary and go your separate way. Stop 2nd guessing yourself when the answer is right in front of you.

If it’s the truth, the answer will always find a way to come back and slap you in the face like it has with this situation time and time again over the past few years.

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Kam

07 Jan 2008
10:30 pm

Life sucks.

Things don’t always go as planned.

I don’t totally subscribe to Sean’s answer. Although he makes some valid points.

Someone else i knew that I was very close to would also look and see the good people. At times it was a longing for the person to see the potential they possessed. Other times it was an intuition that would prove valid in the long run. Sometimes they would be totally wrong.

The thing is. They didn’t give up. Said person had a problem with a sibling. They didn’t stop loving or caring about the sibling. They just knew that under the circumstances that their relationship would never ever be the same.

to reiterate

Life Sucks. and that’s all I’ll say.

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